No idea

I feel tensed, for whatever reason.
Kai feels pity for me. I can sense it from the reflections in his eyes and the helpless shivering of the muscles on his face, when I was groaning.
I didn't write anything today. Neither reading, nor thinking.
The heartbeats in these days are making funny jumps from time to time. It made me feeling ill.
Kai asked me if I am ill. But I denied.
I don't know why did I deny.
Around the noon time, there were two little girls dragged their school trolleys behind their tiny figures, walked on the pavement outside the window. The street was so silent. The day feels so silent, so the dripping in the toilet tap sounded so noisy.
It seems that wherever I live, there is always a dripping tap.