Thursday, August 21, 2008

White Noise

It is always open to question if being sensitive is an advantage for living a happy life, even if when we never doubt the richness that it registers in spiritual world. When one senses things which the others cannot sense, firstly, it would be so easy making the others assume that this person is most probably, MAD. In return, it is to some extent, also possible to cause a paranoiac shadow in this person's subconscious circle. One might therefore develop an urge for searching comrades who share the similar range of perception, for overruling the diagnosis that one is forced to encounter with the over flowing nerve ends. Often enough, I wonder if people rather make more noise when their world is already too noisy, or, if people rather prefer a world totally ruled out of discipline while the vision is already fussed up. I guess it is just like the matter, when a massager is telling you that how well you can bear the sense of pain with their professional judgement. But the question is that why do we have to bear a pain? To our normal understanding, PAIN belongs to the negative group of sensory experience, and I dare to name NOISE and MESS after it.
Now back to the main track of our topic. Who are able to sense the white noise? One has to sharpen the senses seriously in an extreme way, I guess, for enabling doing that. Then the advantage of being sensitive seems starting to stretch its head toward us, if we believe that the white noise is a kind of general term of the noises exist and invade / influence our lives in various dimensions without being officially noticed or justified by scientific statements. To be aware of the existence of the white noise is to remind us the limitation of human ability. To be sensitive enables one to perceive a bigger number of alerts for the human limitation.
In Don Delilo's White Noise, I found the following statement having the compelling power over my understanding; why is the firmest family structure existing in the most underdeveloped societies? Refusing to apprehend, is a weapon for living.

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